Thursday, September 30, 2010

Where...

I am having a day...

I am having a day where nothing is good
Where I just want to cry
Where I question myself
Where I worry about everything
Where I am so stressed that I feel sick
Where I miss my past so much that it hurts
Where I have no idea my future
Where I faked laugh thru the day
Where I am disappointed with myself
 Where I wonder why I cant ever get ahead
Where I am disgusted with myself
Where I feel let down
Where I am tired of pretending that everything is good
Where I dont know what to do
Where I am just tired, just plain tired!

Is this life? Is this the trials that people talk about?

Sorry for the depressing post!

6 comments:

michelle ellis said...Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

Hang in there sweetie. God will never give us anything we can't handle. It will get better! When I go through times like that, I make a list of all the blessings in my life. It almost always makes me feel so much better :)

Paige said...Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

I hope that today is a much better day then yesterday for you! We all go through days where it is just rough to get out bed. But we must step down and remember the blessings that the Lord has in store for us!

Mari said...Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

I truly feel your pain. Really. I've had days, and MONTHS, well even this past year has been like this. There have been bright spots to keep me going, but they never seem to last.

Praying for you dear Beth.

God is working even when we don't see Him...keep the faith!

Rebecca said...Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

That's a pretty rough day and a complete separation from what you want, I'm sure. Hang in there...yes, these are the trials. We are our own worst enemies. Have your day, get it over with, move on. You're wonderful.

Kelly said...Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

Beth, Hang in there girly! We all have those days, weeks, months...I hope these verses will help you.

James 1:12
Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him.


Romans 12:12
Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation, be constant in prayer.

James 1:2
Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds,

~ Lori ~ said...Best Blogger Tips[Reply to comment]Best Blogger Templates

I totally understand where you are coming from... I have been there too. Sometimes things are just too much, they aren't fair, all we want to do is throw up our hands... but hang in there.... things will get better! :)

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